passing time

Its going to be one of those days, I can already tell. Yesterday was a not so good one as well. the weekend and beginning of the week was ok actually. Had some friends over for Labor Day, which of course, I worked my butt off. I really understand what it means to be under appreciated right now. People get to take the day off because people like me work 3 times as hard. It kind of irritated me that plans were made without even asking me, but ya know, whatever. James promised to give up his computer and ps3 by the end of the month and pack it all away so that it will be time for us to spend together his last 2 and a half weeks here. I guess I can deal with that. Time is closing in on us, and before I know it, he will be gone, I will be up at my moms and Easton will be here. Holy cow. Tripp has his first diaper rash; I know, something to really blog about. Poor kid, I feel so sorry for him. Right now, he is still fast asleep, which I think I am headed back to bed to catch a few more minutes before a day of cleaning, diapering, and packing begins. I don't know how I will manage all of the changes in the next few months, or how Tripp will handle them, but I pray it is with grace and dignity. signing off...

FRIDAY. FTW.

What a week. Welp, I didn't get to schedule my c-section, SUCKS. They Schedule wasn't up yet so because im high risk im switching to dr appts every 2 weeks and I will set the date the next time, Sept. 15th. BUT I got great news. I got the job I applied for back over the Summer:) Im going to be a hostess for Mellow Mushroom:) I am SUPER excited!:) I just hope my pregnancy doesnt get in the way. If it does, then it wasn't meant to be. It will help with the extra income, but what will I do with Tripp? IM NOT PUTTING HIM IN DAYCARE! Im excited at the prospect though!

Ok, so I can't believe September is here! Its been a long time coming. I absolutely love the fall, the smell of the leaves, the colors, the sound of the crowd from the stadium of a high school football game. I couldn't be more excited about my son coming, my OTHER son that is. Being mom of 2 (really 3) boys is really fun and interesting, albeit a challenge. Yet , I can't imagine my life without them now. First, a preemie mommy. Now.. well, who knows? I guess all I can do is pray that God protects us all in the coming months, especially because hubby leaves in a little over 6 weeks. :( and 10 weeks till I have my little man. WOW, its flying by...

Today is the big day! (well, one of them)

WOOT! Wednesday September 1st is the day I get to schedule my surgery. My C-section. Easton Job will be upon us soon (whoooooo spooky:)). Im thrilled. Now to just find a babysitter for Tripp:/ I don't trust just anyone with him, and Im REALLY funny. But Im sure YOU would be too, with all the crazy abusive nannies and kids getting kidnapped and.... lets not think about it. UGHHH that drives me bananas! So, anyways, I guess I will just update later. Not to much to blog-diggity about right now, other than being so tired I feel like I could sleep ALL DAY. Not going to happen, but hey, that's aiight.

Intro... doodoodooo....

Welp, I guess I'm going to start a blog. I know I have a few others, but this will document my journey through the process of hubby leaving and etc... should be interesting right? Ohh and yeah, I am going to post my different creative impulses, favorite recipes, and new experiments on here as well:) I want to be able to look back on this in a year from now and see how far I have come:) looking forward to it!:) :) Woot! HERE WE GO....


Ok.. time for bed. Bahahahaha. gotcha huh? Im wiped from my son's 1st birthday party this weekend. still trying to regain energy from that. But man, my little dude is a hoot!:)